I’m a senior in high school, which means in less than a year I will graduated and have to choose a major to learn at university. I’m just that kid who are equally good at everything, never stand out among others or have speciality in one subject.
I can’t trust people anymore. Every time I try to there’s always something ache in my stomach, and some inner voice forcing me to stop.
This story started at three years ago, when I trust someone so deeply, but they turn against me and betray the trust I have fully given to them. I don’t want to talk much about it, because it triggers the memory to come back when all I want is only forget it.
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light. — Albus Dumbledore, Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban.
During though time, I always look up things to makes me feel better, despite any situation I’m in at that point. I remind myself that everyone have problems; even though they never show you.
I’m not a very good with on-the-spot motivational speech. – Benton James Kessler, November 9 by Colleen Hoover.
I could relate in a spiritual level with this guy. Sometimes, I already planned all the things I want to say but in the next minute, it’s gone. Instead my mouth just suddenly form some ordinary words everyone use to comfort someone on a daily basis.
I am definitely a person who struggles a lot with accepting myself as a person, and not worrying about other people thoughts & opinions. In the past years, a lot has been happening in my life, whether it’s part of my journey as a teenager or other stuff that lived in my head for so long until it’s became one of my problems too. I share my own experience, my own thoughts and my own advice to my future self (also for you) about self-love and acceptance in this post.
I feel a bit out of the place lately. Mostly because past events that happened in my life, that makes me feel sad and stressed about it. So, I thought of two things that I care deeply for and love doing; it is writing and spreading positivity. Here’s my attempt to make me feel better, but also for you, the person reading this.
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